Dare You to Move

I can honestly say that yesterday was not one of my best days. Spent most of it lying in bed, feeling miserable and worthless with absolutely no will power. None. Nada. So, in a nutshell: Depressed was the theme of the day. Despite these feelings, I finished another 1,200 word essay that was due today. Now, all of my homeword is DONE! Until next week...

However, today was much better. I had a meeting with Maja and we talked about my issues with getting to school. This is something I really, truly want to fix, but I can't do it alone. It's actually hard to admit that I need this kind of help, but in the end if it can help me find out things about myself, then I'll do it. I'm making progress and I can see it. Before I would just tell myself that it's going to be better, change will come, but I never really believed it. Now i can see it and so can my family. It can only get better from here.

Last night, before going to sleep, I decided to skim through my Bible. It brought such a peaceful feeling, 'cause I kept finding verses that inspired me and soothed me. One in particular, Matthew 6:34, was really reassuring, because I tend to worry WAY TOO MUCH. I want to share it with you.

"So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring worries of its own. Today's trouble is enough for today."

I think it makes so much sense. Tomorrow will come whether I am perfectly prepared for it or not. It is enough just to worry about today. This is just something I have to remind myself everyday.

Another goal of mine is to read my Bible more, preferably everyday. It's fairly relaxing and I think it will bring me closer to my faith. I need that right now, I think.
Anyway, I'll blog more later. :) Maybe, it'll even be happier... who knows?? ;P

M♥